Finally been welcomed back.

First week of class is finally done, and man was it long.

Getting back into the swing of things was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I was already reading and doing homework the first day of class.. :-( I figure I should actually read the material when assigned instead of trying to wing it, since it didnt seem to work for me last year. 4.0? Lets hope so. Ha that rhymed. "And this is a chair. And that is a lamp..."

Had a nice Thirsty Thursday last night to kick off the year. Power went out all over E.L., except for campus of course. So needless to say, we had a great candle lit party in Cedar Village. Made ocean and finally got trashed. It was a shitshow - one to remember... orrrr not...?

152 more days til summer... not that I'm counting or anything...

MSU

I'm still alive, I swear...
The drive here sucked. It seemed so much longer driving to MSU than it did Texas, maybe cuz I didnt want to leave Texas...? Perhaps. Stopped in Memphis, too bad we didnt see Elvis.

I'm all moved in, didnt have that much stuff anyway (yay for not living in the dorms!). But anyway, my apartment is lookin good. We have to decorate more, then it will be perfect. Neighbors are awesome, cant wait to party with them more this year. The street flooded yesterday, so they decided to take a inflatable pool and canoe down River Street (what a name, now we know why its like that.. haha) Also had a slip and slide going on. Good times

DMB was once again amazing. I dont think you can go wrong at a Dave concert, even if it gets delayed because of a huge thunderstorm. Crush was a favorite by far, Everyday never fails to amaze me, Jimi Thing is always a nice treat. Great new songs coming, I cant wait for the album!

Welcome Week is going well. Lots of random parties, I have yet to get black out tho, perhaps tonite? haha. yay!

I miss the bar! :-( It was so easy and convenient. Go there and get beer, shots, not have to find people to buy for you. Blahh.. Cant wait til Thanksgiving!

"I hate goodbye's!"

Damn. I thoght saying goodbye would have been a lot easier than this...
It just sucks knowing I'll never see them again in my life. It just doesnt seem real. I guess is just because I'm still here and knowing they're just a couple miles away, makes me want to go out with them after work like usual. Butttt parents wont let me.
I just need to get out of here and get back to MI a.s.a.p. to be with my friends who I havent seen in for-fucking-ever, so I can stop thinking about the ones I'm leaving. Hopefully that will help a little...

I like this:

Laugh when you can,
Apologize when you should,
And let go of what you can't change,
Love deeply and forgive quickly,
Take chances, give everything and have no regrets,
Life's too short to be unhappy.
You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile when you're sad.
Love what you got...and always remember what you had,
Always forgive, Never forget.
Learn from your mistakes, but never regret.

Summer.

The end of summer is always a bittersweet time. So much has happened down here, it kinda makes me not want to leave this reality and go back to another one.

Friends. Ive met so many new friends, I'm gonna hate saying goodbye to them; especially after all the good times we've had this summer. So many inside jokes, people in MI will have no idea what I'm talking about. It sucks living 2 separate lives.. I wish they could just come together and make things a lot easier on me. But thats life I guess. Thank you, Alvin, Arturo, Greg, Blake, Ashley #1 , and Nick for such a great summer.

Work. I made $3700 working this summer, that will definitely get me through college this year, and more. It was a great summer job, one I'll never forget. Many good times, random conversations, lots of laughs.

Bar. "I'm not an alcoholic, I'm just a drunk!" There is definitely a difference between the two. I'm gonna miss not being able to go out to the bar after a long day of work, have a few beers, shots, or shoot some pool with the guys. I'll miss the cool bartenders- Sarah, Jennifer, Merlin, Abby. Hopefully they'll still be working there whenever I come home.. haha. Long live Blue Genes!

Definitely one of the best summers I've ever had, if not the best. I'll miss it all.

Leaving for State on the 19th. Despite all this, I'm ready to see all my friends I left behind in Michigan. I'm ready to start lacrosse again, to party it up - State style, to move into my apartment and just have a movie night w/ the roommates. Needless to say, I cant wait. 4 days.

The end is near.

The History Channel = Amazing.

The Universe, Decoding the Past... you can't top those shows. Not only are they entertaining, but you learn so much.

3 more work days left... bittersweet. I guess I change my thoughts about work everyday. Some days you love it, some days you hate it. Lets hope I love it the rest of the time I'm there. I mean, where else could I have met some of the most interesting people ever? haha.

Angry times.

Time to start packing up my life again. I'm quite excited... State in 2ish weeks? something like that.. whenver the car gets fixed. I need to get out of here. Get away from things and people, return to my life. 4 more days of work. I'm so sick of waiting tables, even tho it can be good money. Customers just have no respect for anyone.. i mean honsestly, $115 bill and no tip? bullshit. I should have just quit that night.

You know what I hate? Girls who act all inferior to guys. Like whenever they are around guys, the girls act helpless and cant do a damn thing for themselves, or they act all stupid and shit. Pisses me the fuck off. Fake.

Ohhhkay. I'm done. Damn, this was an angry post! haha oh well.

pretty much sums it up.

what did i do to deserve this?
oh well, i guess i'll learn from my mistake.

Life rolls on.

State in 2 weeks, thank god. get me the fuck out of here.


Avenged Sevenfold - "An Epic Of Time Wasted"

So much time I've wasted.
I can truly say I never thought it would come to this.
Never would I doubt you, but the truth kept smacking me in the face.
Reality. You never stopped to think and you ripped us apart.
How could you? Now our time is gone but it's still breaking my heart.
Tears run down as I think of the days we've had,and the memories will last forever,
but you and I have died and gone our separate ways.
You are the one.
You are the wrong one.
Breaking the mold.
Going your own way.
All I feel, betrayal.
So much time I've wasted, and I never thought it'd come to this.
Apology.
We had something great, then it was washed away.
We had something more, then I can explain.
I'm sorry.
No! We had something great, then it was washed away.
No! Not all friendships last, the genuine are harder to take.
No! Time to start again, hope someday you'll think of me.
No! The end reality, I know someday I'll think of you.