Freshman Year.

I can't believe this year almost over. It seems like just yesterday I was moving all my stuff in, trying to find my way around on this campus. Now there's a week of finals left. Where did this school year go to, and where was I for half of it? haha. Many good times, many mehhh times. Overall it was a fun time:
Met some sweet people who I cant wait to live with next year. Partayy!

Made many new friends that I hope to keep in touch with over the next 4 years.

Had a GREAT time with lacrosse, cant wait til Nationals in Denver! Sucks saying goodbye to the seniors that I've grown to love, despite the shit they put me through... haha. I couldnt imagine what I would have done without them.

Anyhoot. Time to study for finals... :-( Wish me luck! I'm actually doing well this semester!

DIVISION CHAMPS!!

Yesterday was quite possibly one of the best days of my life. Had to go to Toledo for playoffs...
Here's how it went down.

Game 1: No. 16 MSU vs Miami of Ohio. Should have been an easy game, but Miami is way underrated. They played a great game, but MSU wins 10 to 5. Had a couple of sweet assists.

Game 2: No. 16 MSU vs Defending Division A Champs in 2006, No. 8 Pittsburgh. We worked our butts off, out-hustling them to every ball. They thought this game would be a cakewalk, but the underdog MSU wins 10 to 6. We played excellent defense. Winning this game knocks Pitt out of the running for Nationals.

Game 3: Division A Finals: No. 16 MSU vs No. 5 U of M. Going into this game from that huge win vs Pitt, we were feeling unstoppable. It was a back and forth game, we score, they score. But then we broke away from them halfway thru the second half, increasing the lead to 3 goals. And then the rest of the game is history. MSU wins 9 to 6.
MSU IS DIVISION A CHAMPS!! MSU IS GOING TO NATIONALS IN DENVER!!

Pretty much the most amazing feeling ever to finally win something in lacrosse. After 2 years of being runner up at the state finals, I was getting sick of being second best. Winning this was just amazing. No one can stop us now! Denver, here we come!

Shunnnnnnah!

This week was pretty good. Popo's 21st birthday on Wednesday, good times of course. Drank way to much ocean for my own good.
Toledo was a good time this weekend.. but FREEZING cold. Won all three games by 12 goals or more, scored 5 or 6.. I'm not sure. Partied afterwords at Germs, passed out early tho. Shitshow.

I am quite happy that I wont be living in Michigan this summer. Finally a chance to turn my shitshow of a life around and do something productive for once. Work out and eat healthy in attempt to lose the Freshman 30. I wont be drinking heavily anymore, so a chance for my tolerance to go way down just in time for the fall and welcome week, so I can do it all over again. Haha, healthy I know, right? Hopefully I'll get into a healthy food / active routine so I'll keep all the weight off next year... hah right.

Anyhoot, playoffs this weekend in Toledo. Gonna be a tough one. Kinda weird knowing this may be the last week of lacrosse for the year.. what am I going to do with my life then?! Maybe focus on school and actually get good grades.. that works. Rambling, I'm done.

Chicagoland!

Easter weekend was a lot of fun. Went to Chicago with Becka from Thursday to Sunday. Good times. One of her friends was house sitting, so he had many parties every night. Met most of her friends, who are hillarious. Met probably the nicest/cutest guy ever, Brandon, who I would date in a heartbeat if I had a chance. Haha. Wish he didnt live in Illinios tho, that sucks. Oh well, I'll see him this fall when he visits. Easter Day was great, tons of GREAT food, and not to mention, some hot cousins of hers. Haha. I'm done.

Anyhoot. Hanging out with Kristen and Beckaaaaa a lot , and I cannot wait till we get our apartment. Even tho we all have nothing in common, we all have a great time when we are together. It's kinda weird how that works out. PUMPED!

Toledo this weekend and next weekend for playoffs. WOOT! GO STATE!

Welcome To Michigan. Don't Like the weather? Wait 5 minutes.

Yesterday, it was 70's and mostly cloudy.

Today, it's 30's and snowing.



I despise Michigan.

Confused?

I'm kinda over this whole college thing. This year is winding down and instead of getting better, it's kinda getting worse. I never have time for anything anymore including friends (outside of lax), which is why most of them all moved on without me. I find myself eating alone in the caf all the time now, on my own schedule different from all theirs, studying constantly to try and keep my grades decent. So I figure I'm walking away from college with 2 new good friends (outside lax that is), and the rest acquaintances. Not exactly what I wanted when I got myself involved in this whole deal. I guess it doesnt really matter in the end anyway, when I hopefully get enough courage to move out of this state for good. Thinking about transferring has crossed my mind a lot lately, but I know I'd never do it. I'm too comfortable being here, but at the same time I'm not. I dont know where I belong anymore.

Thank god for the team, they keep me sane; but at the same time they are the reason why I dont have many friends here anymore...

Thank god I'm going to Chicago this weekend, getting away from all this. I need it.