I suck.

I don't think this whole college thing is for me. Dont get me wrong, the parties are great, people are awesome, but I just suck at the whole school thing. I never studied in high school, homework was the thing that always brought up my grade. So basically I was screwed once I came here. Not only have I 'studied' my ass off, probably more than my whole hall combined, but I still manage to do horribly on quizzes, exams, and finals. You name it--I failed it. I might as well drop out right now, cuz I know my parents aren't going to be too happy about this. Looks like I'll be paying for college from now on. Maybe that will actually spark some sort of intelligence in my brain and force me to focus like woah. I just dont know. There has GOT to be some type of study secret that everyone but me knows. I dont know, I just dont get it.